Monday, November 30, 2009

Possibility

There’s a possibility
All that I had was all I gonna get

There’s a possibility
All I gonna get is gone with your step

So tell me when you hear my heart stop,
You’re the only who knows
Tell me when you hear my silence
There’s a possibility
I wouldn’t know

Know that when you leave
By blood and by mean
You walk like a thieve
By blood and by mean
I fall when you leave

So tell me when you hear my heart stop,
You’re the only who knows
Tell me when you hear my silence
There’s a possibility
I wouldn’t know

Tell me when my sigh is over
You’re the reason why I’m close
Tell me if you hear me falling
There's a possibility
It wouldn’t show

By blood and by mean
I fall when you leave
By blood and by mean
I follow your lead

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Before the Storm


I know this isn't what I wanted
never thought it come this far
just thinking back to where we started
and how we lost all that we are


I'm standing here but you don't see me
I had give it all for that to change
and I don't want to lose her
I don't want to let her go


I'm standing out in the rain
I need to know if it's over
cause I will leave you alone
Flooded with all this pain
knowing that I'll never hold her
like I did before the storm


And with every strike of lightning
comes a memory that lasts
not a word is left unspoken
as the thunder starts to crash
Maybe I should give up


I'm standing out in the rain
I need to know if it's over
cause I will leave you alone
Flooded with all this pain
knowing that I'll never hold her
like I did before the storm


Trying to keep the light from going in
and the clouds from ripping out my broken heart
We always say a heart is not whole
without the one who gets you through the storm


Standing out in the rain
knowing that it's really over
please don't leave me alone
Flooded with all this pain
knowing that I'll never hold you
like I did before the storm

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

love, life, meaning... over

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Blood doesn't flow in my vein
your thought flows in it as a pain
I may not be the one for you
I would have still love you
.
.
Under the spell you cast
each moment was a blast
Now happy times have past
Our memories will always last

Thursday, March 5, 2009

[ NEW edited ] Tonight I Can Write...

Original written by: Pablo Neruda
Edited by: L

Here's the original copy http://www.cise.ufl.edu/~hsiao/verse/tonight.html
the love that is always mysteryly hided from sight. if you looked deep, you could simply reveal the secret.
Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
Write, for example, 'The night is too long, I have no strenght to go on.'
I
The night wind blows and recall the past which I struggle to forget.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
I loved him, and sometimes he loved me too.
L
Through nights like this one I held him in my arms.I leant on his chest under the endless sky.
O
He loved me, and sometimes I loved him too.
How could one not have loved his still dazed eyes?
V
Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
To think that I lost him. To feel that I missed him.
E
To hear the immense night, still more immense without him,
And the verse falls to the soul like dew to the pasture.

What does it matter that my love could not keep him.
That night is shattered and he is not by my side.
Y
This is all. In the distance someone is singing.
My soul is not satisfied that it has lost him.
O
My sight searches for him as though to go to him.
My heart looks for him, but he is not with me.
U
The same night whitening the same trees.
We, of that time, are no longer the same.

He no longer loves me, that is certain, but how he loved me.
My voice tried to find the wind to enter his mind.

Another's. He will be another's. Like my hugs before.
His voice, His body, His infinite eyes.

I no longer love him, that is certain, but maybe I love him.
Love can be short, but forgetting is so long.

Because through nights like this one I held him in my arms
and now my soul is not satisfied that it has lost him.

Though this be the last pain that he makes me suffer,
and these the last verses that I write for him.



To DJ & MP , my friends, I dedicate them ink and paper twin symbolizes fated love.


Tuesday, March 3, 2009

from 81st Oscar Academy Award...

Romance in 2008 presentation from the Oscar Academy Award presented by Amanda Seyfried & Robert Pattinson ^o^
Follow the link at the bottom to watch the full video presentation.
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Please welcome Robert Pattinson from Twilight & Amanda Seyfried from Mama Mia.
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Amanda: "Boy meets girl. Boy falls for the other girl. Boy realised, perhaps too late, that he was suppose to be with the first girl all along."
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Robert:" The plot can be borrowed from any one from a number of award-winning modern movies. But it's actually from 'Wings' , the very first movie to win the best picture in 1927."
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Amanda:" Even before they made talkies, movies were obsessed with the complication of love."
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Robert:" 'What it is?' 'How to get it?' 'How to keep it?' 'And what to do when it goes terribly terribly wrong..."
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Amanda:" And now over 80 years later relationships have really only gotten more complicated."
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Robert:" I have to become a vampire to find the right woman." [applause]


Amanda:" I have three fathers. So..." [applause]


Robert:" And the movies continue to be obsessed. Figuring out love never goes out of style."

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Amanda:" Here's what romance looks like in 2008."

Monday, February 16, 2009

WANTED

Original title: Times In Love
Poet: Sherri Anderson


There are times when words aren’t enough
feelings can’t always be put into words
because they are inadequate and often escape us
sometimes, there are only feelings.
There are times when all you need is a look
a silent, wordless connection between souls
an understanding that needs no translation
a natural, knowing stare that says everything.
There are times when all you need is a touch
nothing spoken
just the gesture of reaching out
touching silently transferring your energy
conveying something that comes from within
There are times when all you need is acceptance
to know that you are valued as you are
that any changes you make only enhance you more
as you discover yourself.
There are times when all you ever wanted
was to be completed by another person.
There are times when you need all of these things
there are times when nothing else matters.

Saturday, February 14, 2009

[ ENDEAVOURED ]

I'm sorry
so sorry...
___________________________
Don't you forgive me,
Blame me instead of yourself.
I don't worth to be considerate.
_________________________
I am sure
you are going to know the truth soon
before you dragged me to crazy.
That's the only thing I can do
to rescue you
from depression and frustration.
__________________________
I endeavoured to save you.
However,
Everything I done
does not show the real effect
that I thought it will.
__________________________
Once again,
I want to apologize to you
for all those silly acts I did.
I really don't mean it.
__________________________
"you are just the right one at the wrong time... so be punctaul next time!! this is the last time... i swear"----- sodame
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Thursday, February 12, 2009

[ Bewildered ]



torturing...

ya... it's hard & puzzled
but it isn't hard enough for me to deal with...
I guess I am tougher
since the last time I faced all these things.



once, there was a poem written by DON'T-KNOW-WHO wrote :


"Everything will be back to the beginning......
This is what I hope.
my heart never goes,
your love is reach-ably close
but I dare not have a look.
Now, together,
let us just put all those memories into a box,
with a unbreakable lock
and take it as a joke."






Now, that's only one thing I wish... please don't repeat the same mistake again... I bear u


Sunday, January 11, 2009

Unchained Love

Crumbled papers
Of poems about you
Written with words
That will never come true

Written in ink
That will never fade away
The hopeful words
I wish I could say

Hands still shaking
As I continue to write
Scribbled letters
Of black and white

Eager to tell you
How I feel
Wishing I could prove
My love is real
~dedicated to my soulmate~
Wrtten by: L
Inspired by: me myself

Thursday, January 8, 2009

My Love Story

well, this isnt my production like the old one. I found it from somewhere so I don no who's the writer. I'm really curios to know who is it... the perfect heart teller.


I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cuz I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing
My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
Did it happen when we first met
Cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe cause we spent so few time
And I know that it's no more
I should have never let you know me
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart
My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel
How did I get here with you, i'll never know
I never meant to let it get so, personal
After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry
All my life...